Happy for a different reason

As I said in my last blog post, I would explain why I am extroverted and why it's for a different reason then I was before.

I was at one point extroverted so I could try to convince people I was normal, a girl without problems. Little did I know that the more extroverted I was the more people could see my problems and need for attention.

I will say I am a lot more calm then I was before, because I don't need attention anymore because Jesus fills that void I had. I was a very shy girl and because I hid that and became more "out there" I realized that its become part of who I am now. I will admit I have my moments where I am shy, where as people don't normally believe me and thats cool. I am shy when I have to speak to a boss or supervisor at work and I am also shy when it comes to meeting a huge group of people I don't know in a close setting or laying eyes on a guy I think is cute.

In my 30 day challenge I am taking part of right now I have admitted that I only get crazy hyper when I am either nervous or OVER exhausted. But the love of Jesus is so strong inside of me that I can't help but be extroverted, talk to people, smile, try to brighten their day and even just make them laugh because I am so happy to have a loving God on my side.

So if you are a shy person then be shy with Jesus, let him help you gain confidence but stay true to who YOU ARE and if you are a people person, do it with the love of Jesus, just watch that you don't go to far and scare everyone away :P

Love always!